week 27

If I could be anything I would want to do some type of things with dolphins and whales. I love whales and dolphins and it would be awesome to train them or something but I would only do ti if I made a lot of money otherwise I would just want to do it on my free time. Other  words I dream of becoming a nurse. When you are a nurse there are several different fields of nursing that you could do. I care a lot about people and I think that would make me good for the job. Often I feel bad for people when it isn't even my problem and most patients or clients often need that care whether they are in pain or just need assistance or advice it really just depends what type of nurse you are. I really would like to be a labor and delivery nurse, post partum or neonatal.

week 26

If I had time to be able to go back and have more time I would want to make a scrapbook. Before my grandma passed away she was having troubles remembering people. Sometimes she would confuse Samm for my other cousin who never even goes to see her. The scrapbook was going to be a family tree sort of thing starting out with grandma and grandpa and their parents and brothers and sisters. Then another page would be of grandma and grandpa and their kids and then the next pages after that would be of my aunts and uncles and their kids and their kids, kids. So for the page where it would be of my mom and dad and me and my sister I would put pictures on there of my family and same for the pages of my aunts and uncles. My grandpa has began to lose his memory not sure if he has dementia or if its his medicine or maybe both but I still can make the scrap book for him, but I would need that clock to have more time.

week 25

I would go to Florida or somewhere south, maybe Georgia or Tennessee. These are all places that I have already been to and I really enjoyed them especially Florida. I always picture what it would be like to have a large beach house where my family and Jordan's family could come stay. I imagine myself spending quite some time on the beach with a nice tan and hopefully not so much of an ugly body. The weather is pretty much nice year round. The streets where I went were consumed with cars which I did not like. There were palms trees everywhere with a lot of buildings especially ones that didn't look as fancy as I would imagine it to be. I figured my career would be better living in Florida same for Jordan's but I haven't looked very much into it since Jordan wont go.

week 19

Hopefully this works because I am doing this on my phone, but these five pictures all describe who I am in some way. I could have uploaded pictures from google but I figured it would be best to upload pictures of my own to really describe who I am/ what I like to do.

 The first picture is a picture of a good friend of mine. I am best friends with her sister. She is home schooled so she asked me to take pictures for her. I would have to say I almost went above and beyond with them. The picture represent how I love taking pictures. I hope to some day get a camera of my own and take some classes. 

The second picture is of my niece Danni Belle. She's actually more so Jordans neice but the picture represents how I enjoy spending my time with my neices an nephews which jordan has plenty of. Its what Jordan and I do often. In the picture I took we took the little ones to the Childrens playhouse. The third picture is of my grandpa. I am a caregiver through a nursing agency. My grandpa is my life and at this point I am really scared of losing him. Its whats on my mind all the time, Its hadd focusing in class. People always say things about me taking care of my grandpa " why dont you go get a real job" etc. If I would be caregiving for someone else through the agency they wouldnt be saying that but the truth is. Taking care of my grandpa is just like taking care of someone not related to me. But what they dont know is that it's a little harder. Everyday I have to see him struggle. Its hard emotionally. I have to pull through and be strong for him since he no longer can be. I remember being little when he would take us everywhere always laughing and smiling. Now I have to convince him to get out of bed. When he is out of bed half the time I am having to hold him while hes crying and I have to try to be positive and not cry with him. No one understands and I have been struggling with that. So if you are reading this, please dont judge unless you were in my position to know exactly what its like to remember how he used to be and have to see him struggling. 

The fourth picture is of my artwork. Before I moved to Washburn I had no idea I could draw. Its awesome what you learn about yourself everyday.

 The fifth picture is me at planet fitness. This year I have been huge into weight loss. Most people may not have noticed but all of the times Michael brought in doughnuts I never ate them, only once I did. Alot of people didnt realize the weight I lost because I used to wear baggy clothes wear people couldnt even tell the weight I had. I hope to continue with this and get to the weight I desire not only to impress my own self but just to live a healthier lifestyle also.

week 21

WARNING! prone to cause other people to be stupid. I am very blonde not just in hair color but also personality a lot of people say that my stupidness rubs off onto them and starts to give them a headache and its even worse when its both my sister and I.

WARNING! Will cause you to be anxious when riding in the vehicle with me. Often when I am, driving I think of the worse situations and say them out loud. " Imagine if a car was to hit us from behind right now, we would have to let off our breaks because otherwise if I stay on my breaks its just going to smash my car in even more from the back." "Imagine if a car was to swerve at us right now, I would drive down at an angle into the ditch."

WARNING! Smiles a lot. When I am not in school I tend to smile quite often. I think a lot of things that are not really that funny to be extremely hilarious.

WARNING! Has no money or friends. If you hang out with me be prepared to be bored. I don't have money so the best it will get is walking somewhere but usually I don't have to worry about that because my only friend mostly is my dog.